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2009-05-06T02:13:00.000-07:00

bye ROUTE 21

2008-10-29T02:14:00.000-07:00

(*sobsobsob*)

BYE ROUTE 21
(this blog is permanently closed)

I moved and I have my new blog ---> http://theprettywasted.blogspot.com. Hope you follow me there. Salamat poh *hugs*.

--luch Ü

NOTICE: THE FORGOTTEN BLOG!!!

2008-10-27T03:06:00.001-07:00

NOTICE:
THIS
IS
THE
FORGOTTEN
BLOG!!! lol

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*i miss my posting days. super busy naman kasi dung! next time. if i have extra time, i'll make a new one. i miss my blogging days :)) see yah.

P.S.
.luch

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Screaming Infidelities

2008-05-07T05:00:00.000-07:00

I'm missing your bed, I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.

I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
You're not alone and you're not discreet.
You make sure I know who's taking you home.

I'm reading your note over again,
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it:
"I'll love you always and forever"

As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
And sit alone and wonder, how you're making out.
And as for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out.

I'm missing your laugh,
How did it break?
And when did your eyes
Begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending

I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
I am alone in my defeat
I wish I knew you were safely at home

I'm missing your bed, I never sleep.
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak.
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.

Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
And sit alone and wonder...
How you're making out.
And as for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone...
Making out

Your hair it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities and taking its wear.
Your hair it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities and taking its wear.
Your hair it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities and taking its wear.
Your hair it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities and taking its wear

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This is the lyrics of Screaming Infidelities by Dashboard Confessional (one of my fave band).
I told Khen, one of my newfound friend, that I love this song and it touches me. Every lines touched me. She said, that song is for heartbroken or for oh-love-turned-me-down people. So I reviewed its lyrics and I kinda agreed to her.

I bold the lines that stuck in my head and italicized the words that's making me crazy. With this lyrics, do you think I'm one of those oh-love-turned-me-down persons? Khe answer me^^ well, thanks for liking this song too.

Favorite month : MAY^^

2008-05-02T07:57:00.000-07:00

Finally, the month of May came. I'm so excited of what will happen on its 21st day. May 21 is kinda remarkable for me....so I'm so excited about it and I'm looking forward for that day to come. I really love that date but sometimes I hate it...because it makes me older by one year again^^.

LUCHELLE: (*SINGS) "MAY 21 MAY 21..."

Hope to see you soon.

2008-04-29T23:46:00.000-07:00

Super Junior Mania^^
Dedicated to my friends kia, joy & rhona
And I dedicate Ki Bum to Jhosa...

who am "I"?

2008-04-25T17:36:00.000-07:00

I am outgoing, understanding and happy.
I think I'm inlove (weeeee^^).
I know what I want.
I want Ikuta Toma!!!.
I have a sense of humor^^.
I wish I can witness a miracle someday.
I feel happy to have a complete family.
I love my friends so much.
I hate nasty backstabbers, false publicity, liar and waking up early!.
I fear that someone would die in front of me .
I hear my mom's voice from the kitchen, making up some conversation with my sis.
I search for 'true' friends.
I regret not being able to follow my mom often.
I always crave for Ikuta toma, chocolates, milk shake and plato wraps^^(*hungry)
I always listen to music, everyday.
I never smoke nor drink hard liquor. Bad for the health.
I am not PUNCTUAL.
I cannot hang out all by myself, I always want company.
I fight back when I'm provoked.
I confuse myself sometimes.
I need to see Ikuta Toma^^, urgent!.
I dance hip-hop or any modern dance.
I sing in the bathroom or if there's no one around & not in public, singing in public scares me...a lot.
I cry when I am in a deep problem or if I am carried away with my heart.
I should be humble all the time.
I am happy if I'm with my love ones.
I am currently making a post on my blog^^.

still no post...

2008-04-02T21:13:00.001-07:00

I realized that I don't have any blog updates. No posts, no new background and whatever. But I'll try to post again because it's summer. I'm so lazy these past few days and didn't mind to manage this blog. I'll just think again for a new topic...

BETTER OFF THIS WAY...(NO!!!)

2008-03-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

Sad to say but I'm going to say "goodbye Ikuta" (NO!)...even if I still cannot accept the fact that many clingy girls will be around to pursue you...I'll just say "goodbye Ikuta" (NO!)...Well,I'm a total jerk so I changed my mind...I won't say "goodbye Ikuta"...anymore. I will not give up easily. Clingy girls will never be a hindrance. Nakatsu Shuichi forever.

DAMN GMA!

P.S.
,,,ang gulo ko

simply an addict...

2008-02-22T08:30:00.000-08:00

Addiction is a term use to describe a devotion, attachment, obsession, dedication or inclination. In short, addiction is a matter of craziness for a certain thing. Craving for someone or something is obviously an addiction.

Normal or not, everybody has addictions. For some, they'll just prefer to hide that addiction as a dirty little secret and it's pretty crazy that some are really serious about their addictions (as like as they are so devoted). I can tell that I'm one of them. I'm addicted to many things and I can't help myself not to think of them even in one second. I want it, I like it... I'm so obsessed with my addictions.

my simple addictions...

*MUSIC
- Can't live without it. In fact, music files in my computer already consumed 5GB memory. And I'm so mad that unfortunately my MP was broken two weeks ago. Hope it'll be fixed. :(

*SHUN OGURI, IKUTA TOMA AND KIM JUNG HOON
- OMG...(ash ano na?). Ikuta ,Shun and Kim are my ultimate crushes. I really adore their drama characters. Ikuta as Nakatsu...the latest of all (heheh), he makes me not to sleep and makes me crazy when he starts his funny gestures and moves. Shun as Rui...the ultimate of all, is always on my history. Kim as Prince Yul...my first Asian crush outside the Phil. was the reason of my daydreaming. Printing their pictures and putting it in my wallet, buying DVDs , really makes me crazy. I wish I can see them soon (and marry them if possible XD).

*MY PILLOW, BED AND BED SHEET
- Anything that is related with 'sleeping' is very addictive for me. I love sleeping and I can sleep straight for 19 hours (almost a day) without getting any headaches. I can't live without sleeping. Obviously, (in sleeping) I'm a tough one though.

*SUGARCULT, DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL AND TOKIO HOTEL
- I'm so addicted with these bands. I know they are not that familiar because whenever I'm making a destructive concert singing their songs, people around me keeps on saying "anu yang kinakanta mo?". Anyway, I love underground bands.

*MILO
- In one sentence, I AM A CERTIFIED MILO LOVER.
TRIVIA: I can drink 10 glasses of MILO a day, without my sister knowing (what's special about that?).

*MY COMPUTER
- It's surely a boring life without computer. No manga reading, crunchyroll viewing, friendster, blogging, gaming, boy-hopping (anu yun? :P)...and many more. Computer helps me a lot. In trouble and happiness, it's always there making me not to sleep. :D

*BITING MY NAILS
- Even if I already noticed that my nails (in my hands!) are not growing faster anymore. I can't rid myself from biting my own nails. I'm addicted to it. (in my hands only!)

*STATIONERIES
- I already collected more than 100 sets of stationeries and I still don't know how to use it. I'm not a fan of sweet writing but I made a habit of collecting of it as an addiction. I love designed papers.

*ANIME
- Since kindergarten, I'm an avid fan of Anime. I love extraordinary stuffs and drawings. I also love reading Manga, it's addictive. I love anime and... :P. - manga, heheh.

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I have lots of addictions and I couldn't specify them one by one. But there is only one addiction that will never change...."he's my addiction ... :)"

a very special gift

2008-02-09T04:56:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday Ms. Jinky...thanks for all the care, patience and love.
We love you always.

aiming for 85...

2008-02-01T02:55:00.000-08:00

I really want to get that 85...I'm so eager to get that 85. If not, I'll be dead, really dead T_T ... yoko na.

Luchelle: suppose to be a nobody

2008-01-24T21:07:00.000-08:00

It's pretty cool that people consider me as happy and fun to be with. I can say I can be a best actress, hiding everything in front of the camera and in real life, hiding everything far beyond other people . I am not a secretive person. Actually, I don't hide any dirty little secrets or any mysterious matter inside me. If one person is good enough to be trusted, I'll tell everything.

There is one thing that I just wanna forget and want to hide it for the rest of my life. Thinking it makes me realize that I'm suppose to be a nobody and not deserving to feel anything. But there were people told me that DON'T BE ASHAME OF IT. I already admitted that there's no perfect life for me and for everyone and that not everyone in this world could like you. I'm so lucky that I have friends that I can exchange my smiles with and a family that won't leave me. I'm so happy that I have these 14 years of not being alone. I would not regret all of things since the time that I had my family.

I don't want to build again problems like what I did before. Telling them that I am not the one they needed. Complaining about that having me was a big mistake that only hurts me. I realized that I'm wrong and I realized that those words really hurt their feelings. From now on, I will not think again that I'm just their mess. Like what they said, I'm their first 'angel' (a certified devil now). I'll love them always. Thanks :).

She's the super glue...

2008-01-22T04:08:00.001-08:00

I met this girl who likes to sit beside boys than girls. To talk with boys than girls. A person who prefers to stick with boys than girls. It's kinda irritating because everyone already noticed her 'stinky' attitude. I think she went too inconsiderate in the fact that she's a newly break-up girl. She and her boyfriend quit their relationship I think weeks ago. And it's quite weird that she always claims that she already moved on. So what's her point? sorry for the term 'flirt' , but I think it's the most suitable word to describe her. She even likes to get the attention of my crush, don't dare. She even says that she's fat, IS SHE BLIND? or what. Erhmm, collapsing because of it, it's her fault. Everybody likes foods, what the heck she refuses to it.

She likes to force herself upon to others. She's trying to match herself to other girls but sorry, she can't. We don't know what's her main point of doing this. Is that to made her ex-bf jealous or what?. I just want to say that she's acting like a glue, trying hard sticking herself to others that don't like her. I can't complain many things about her because we are not that close as best friends. And I feel pity for those who knows her more. I think she seems to have problems with herself. Nice one _ l _ _ _ _.

2008-01-22T04:05:00.001-08:00

I promise I'll always smile :)

not that fool as you

2008-01-18T18:00:00.000-08:00

I'm so pissed these past few days. I think I'm gonna lash out bad words but I can't. I am not that type of person who will make 'plastic' things behind of someone's back. And for her information, I don't prefer back stabbers around me.

Me and my friends call her 'dirtygummy' because of her dirty attitude. Talking about 'dirtygummy', for me she's the meanest person I had ever met. She's always telling mean things about everyone she hates and I'm wondering if it's because of her insecurities? or what. And I think she's doing it on purpose. Mayne, my friend, said yesterday that 'dg' is currently using smart sim temporarily. She made a group message, and it goes like this.

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guD moWniN' Poh
a2k p mE
Nd I jUst WaNna Say

'a FlirT LyK yOu dOn't Deserve hiM'

.GhEe.eHm.L-hatEr.

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L-hater. What does it mean?. I know that I'm the only one that she hates that the name is starting in L. I know that she has a big crush on Kristian, one of my close friend. I know that I'm getting too close to Kristian but he's my friend. She's definitely thinking dirty and I hate it. She said I'm a flirt and I should not ignore it. She hated me since birth and until now...she hates me. Flirt?, I just want to ask that who's the girl that always lingers at night at the basketball court? staring and making sweet gestures around those guys. Uhmmm, do you think that's me? that's always sleeping? lol.

I don't want her to build misconceptions between us even me. I'm not a war freak and I know that this is just simple matter. I'm not finding competitions , comparisons or what. I just want to say that who is she to deserve an inimitable attention from me. Kahit anong sabihin niya, wala lang para sakin, it's her opinion at wala na akong time para kontrahin yon :P. And I'm not that fool as her.

hectic...hectic

2008-01-18T17:44:00.000-08:00

I'm so busy these past few days because of our exams. Imagine, three consecutive days of hardships and craziness (i think i'm gonna die). Well, later, it's Cindy's birthday bash, I'm wondering about the foods, yummy.

don't bother too much...

2008-01-12T02:22:00.000-08:00

He's always asking me about this..."if fools can fall in love again". I can't still answer his silly question. But anyway, HE'S SMART. I told him he can answer it just all by himself and just don't bother too much about it. Actually, his question drives me in a heartbeat. He always listens to Alesana and Typecast. I think he's just too addicted to it , to the extent that his mind became so emotional. I think, listening to emotional hardcore musics really affected him.

Until now, I'm so confused about that question. I think I'm not that in love to answer his question. That question doesn't deserves me. I'm wondering about what will be the next question. I'm so scared to answer his questions. He promised me that one day, he'll give me the hardest question to answer and if I won't anwser, 'HE' WILL REFUSE. It's crazy because siya pa ang mag-sisisi. I'm so confused about his next question because he said he'll leave if I won't answer. I don't want to miss him badly. I don't want to bother too much but I don't want to deceive myself. Actually, I'm scared to lose someone special...scared to lose a special friend...afraid to lose him.

15 questions about my friends

2008-01-05T19:56:00.000-08:00

I read this questions in a magazine (don't wanna mention the name) and it's pretty crazy to answer it. I think I tried my best to be honest for these questions.

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Who will you most likely call up at 3am when you get into trouble?
+Raelenne,,, whenever I'm bored or bad trip, I'll call her and ask her to talk about her lola (peace). She's definitely the closest friend of mine this school year.
Rhona,,, she always makes me crazy on the phone. She can give me a very good advice.
James,,, he always makes me mad on the phone. But I can't hide the fact that he could make me laugh out loud that my other friends can't do. He's the best clown in the world XD.

Makes a good food trip partner
+Raelenne, Steff, Abbhie and Cindy. They're definitely good at foods, heheh.
Kuya Rodjuhnn,,, he can finish 6 servings of rice just in 15 minutes, fast eater dude.

You have been friends with for a long time?
+Kristian,,, he's my friend since 4 years old I think. My first friend ever.
Rhona,,, she's my friend since elementary until now.

You enjoy having arguments with
+The one and only one, James. We always end our conversation with lashing out with each other,,, grrr.

You will most likely fall in love
+Kuya Jaldin,,, he's so caring and good looking. He's my long time crush.

Known for being highly mature in "love"
+Cindy Maramis,,, she's definitely so in love with her teddy.

Known for being extremely boring & passive
+Honestly, Ollyn, she always sleeps at movie trips. Die!

Name a relative who is also your greatest pal
+Actually, they're many. Namely ate Maybel, ate Matet, Ronelyn, ate Flor, kuya Arni and many more. They're so nice to me.

Has a perfect grammar 24/7?
+Kristian Drake Lichauco,,, studied at La Salle since he was born (solid!). But now, he's in the U.S. and I expect that there will be a 'nose bleed' drama in his comeback (have mercy!).

Extremely funny
+All of my friends can throw very funny jokes but the first placer of all is Kuya Maurice. I go crazy whenever he'll start telling his jokes XD.

Will drive for you in a heartbeat!
+Honestly, secret XD. Like a bastard, he drives me in a heartbeat. Foolish puppy love.

Extremely talented
+Kuya rodjuhnn,, guitar, drums, dancing, galing mambola, singing, basketball, soccer ,girls (100%), lahat na. He's definitely good at those stuffs.

Never fails to give you an advice?
+Rhona, she can give a very simple yet wise advice.

Friends whose characteristics are same as yours.
+Steff, Abbhie, Raelenne, Cindy and Ashley. That's why we are close to each other. Same tactics, same moves, same taste and same uhmmm, never mind. I really love them.

Friends who will be your friends for life time. Who will never leave you in bad or good times.
+No other than, my mom and dad. They're the best best friends for me. They are the one who can understand me for who I am, no matter if I'm good or naughty. They're always there and always connected to me. I really love them.

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By answering these questions, I found out that all of my friends are different but still, I can able to understand them. To manage my stubborn friend makes me crazy but it's fun. "What's the use of being alone?" is the hardest question for me. I think I can't live without my friends.

My 8 new year resolutions

2007-12-30T03:08:00.000-08:00

New year is fast approaching. For these fast few days, I can say that I'm definitely ready to welcome 2008. I cannot forget that it will be a year of the rat according to the Chinese astrology.

I can say that 2007 is the coolest year of my life. I don't know why and I don't know how. It could be the feeling of being 'matured' (25%) or just the feeling that I met lots of friends in this year. Sad but I have to say goodbye to 2007 and say hello to 2008.

Welcoming 2008 will not be complete without my new year resolutions. Bad habits, laziness, stupidity...I want to get rid all of those things badly this 2008. I already finished my list and I'm looking forward to achieve it. Well, just hoping.

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8. Less drink of Milo
-Since I was young, I really love to drink Milo. It will never be erased in our grocery list. My day will not be complete without drinking it for 5 times or more. I think it's unfair to my sis because she also loves Milo. Sad to say, I'm raising the white flag. I'll just drink 3 cups of Milo this coming year.

7. More attention to my little sister
-My sister keeps complaining to my mom about me that I have no time for her. She keeps saying that I'll just prefer talking to my pillows than talking to her. Uhmm, talking about her '1st honor award', I think she'll definitely get all of the attention. But I don't think I don't have any time to spend with her. It is just I'm busy like her as a student and sometimes I ignore her because of her wrong timing approach. But anyway, this coming year, I'll try to find more time for my stubborn sis. Ate really loves you XD.

6. Proper stereo volume
-My parents always complain that my MP's volume is too loud. Even if I'm using headset, they can still hear the music from it. I know they want peace, so when 2008 comes, I'll start to lessen the noise. And also, I'll not forget that maximum volume is also bad for my health.

5. Nicer nails for me
-I know it's hard for me to get rid of my favorite mannerism, 'biting my nails'. Sometimes, I do it in public not minding that I'm already 14 and not 10 years younger. Even my classmates noticed it. My mom always warns me to stop that childish activity. Even though it's hard for me, I'll try.

4. Get punctuality and 8 hours sleep
-Being a student of that school (I forgot the name...joke), PCSHS ,isn't always easy for me. And I believed before that 5 hours sleep was good enough to get some energy. But it was wrong, because of lack of sleep, my fetcher needs to wait another 5 minutes for me. I still have shame so I'll get that enough and tight sleep that I've been dreaming of for so long.

3. Give my computer enough break
-I really love my computer and I don't want to stay away from it for a long time. But I think, I need to give it enough break. I can spend my whole 6 hours for it but I think it's bad for the computer and also for my health. Even though it's really hard for me, I'll try my best to do it.

2. Accept my responsibilities without any 'what!' word
-I know that this 2007, I am mean. I always complain whenever they will ask for my help. I realized that washing those plates is only the 0.9% of their 100% perspiration for us. I'll always remember that "responsibilities are hard to do but it will give you the most precious gift in life and ignoring it is easy to do but it will give you the forever life in blue" . I should make a change for good.

1. Spend the best times with God
-It's always the no.1 resolution in my list, to spend the best times with God. I'll always thank God first for the best times that will happen this 2008. More time for him and also share my good times with him. I owe lots of gratitudes to him. All of my resolutions will not be achieved without him.

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I already gave myself a job and I should not escape it. I'll promise that all of my resolutions will be achieved and without thinking of me being a 'loser'. I'll try my best for these things. Now, I can say that I'm ready for 2008, but thinking my junior high life ,just slightly ready XD.

Scary Philippines...

2007-12-25T21:46:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas season and it's slightly weird for me to post this topic. It's Christmas and it's supposed to be about 'smiles and happiness' but this post is about the top 10 scariest places in our country, the Philippines. Honestly, I love horror films and ghost stories but I can't hide the fact that thinking about those spooky things could really make me so dread. I can see that Filipinos really believe hoaxes and urban legends. Mostly in the provinces, like fairies, scary creatures , curses and many more. As far as I know, these places really scared every single people in the Philippines. According to my opinion , these places definitely make me feel so cold and dread. Whenever I hear some scary stories about these places, I couldn't control myself from being scared.

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10. Philippine Military Academy (Baguio City)
- Several ghosts haunt this place. Sometimes late at night a platoon can be heard marching in the parade grounds. A ghost of a cadet dressed in parade uniform and left in one of the lockers still appears. A ghost of a priest who was beheaded during the Japanese occupation period appears here as well as the ghost of a white lady.

9. International School Manila (Former Campus) - Fine Arts Theater (in Makati)
- One year, one of the high school students was acting as the stage manager for the Community Play. The theater was already uncomfortable for her when it was dark, but one night, on her way out, she was leaving through the front doors of the auditorium, something she couldn't see followed her up the aisle. Very aggressive, very menacing and very scary. She ran out the door just in time as they slammed shut behind her. Suffice it to say, she never stayed in the theater alone again.

8. De La Salle University (in Manila)
- There is a chapel located on the 2nd floor of the De La Salle University and according to some ghost experts, there are many supernatural entities in that place that can be seen. The main Building is haunted by several ghosts said to be the victims of a mass killing during World War II. They start haunting the place when evening has crept in and the area is already silent. Sightings of headless monks and screams of people are being heard there during rainy nights.

So I'll never dare myself to take my College at DLSU , never.

7. Central Philippine University - Ruby Hall (in Iloilo City)
- A school janitor as well as students and teachers have reported that wile passing by the building at night after it is locked down, one classrooms lights would always be turned on while everything else is shut off. They have reported strange creatures running around the classroom. This is one of the most haunted halls in the university. This is a medical hall and it houses several cadavers for the use of the med. students. From cold spots and moving furniture, to sometimes being pushed or tripped while walking.

6. Ozone Disco (in Manila)
-The tragedy happened on March 18, 1996 when I was 3 years old. It's once a disco house mostly for youths and it caught fire and people tried to get out but people were pushing and panicking so no one got out. At that night, the place were overcrowded, and the door was supposed to open by pulling it (from the inside) but people did the opposite. The tragedy killed 162 lives and most of them were College students. Some people hear disco music in their houses at night and see faint people dancing and no one can explain how. Since it was burned down, there were stories that any establishments placed near there were didn't able to experience luck.

5. Miriam College (in Katipunan, Quezon City)
- On the 2nd floor ladies comfort room of the caritas building a nun haunts the bathroom and is said to peak over the stall while girls are using the bathroom. A face can be seen when you look above the door, but there are no feet when you look below the door.

So while in your school's comfort room while in the cubicle, just cover your face or else...

4. University of Santo Tomas (in Espana, Manila)
-UST is the oldest campus here in our country and it was founded on the year 1611 by some of Spanish Sectors. Ghosts and wailing voices are heard from the 3rd and 2nd floars of UST Main Building. Since this is the oldest building in the oldest Catholic university in the Philippines, it is undoubted that some Spanish friars and Filipino souls were tormented and killed in this place. Countless ghost experience in the dorms of the students were reported.

3. Balete Drive (in Katipunan, Quezon City)
- This road is so familiar, every single people in our country, young or old know this place. Balete Drive is a residential area famous for the apparition of a white lady. It is told that there was a teenage girl who was raped by a cab driver in the 50s in that area. It is possible that the lady of Balete is seeking revenge. So, never walk alone at night in Balete Drive.

2. Manila Film Center
- When the construction of Film Center at the Cultural Center of the Philippines complex was rushed in the early 1980s for a film fest, the ceiling scaffolding collapsed killing several workmen who fell to the orchestra below. Rather than halt construction to rescue survivors and retrieve the bodies of dead workmen, cement was poured into the orchestra, entombing the fallen workmen. Some of them were buried alive in the orchestra. Various ghostly activities were reported on the site including mysterious sounds, voices and poltergeist activity. In the late 1990s a group called the Spirit Questors began to make visits to the film center in an attempt to contact and appease the souls of the workmen who were killed in the building. Some of these spirits claimed to have moved on but a few allegedly remain.

1. Diplomat Hotel (in Baguio City)
- This was a Seminary during the early 1900, world war 2 came and several priest and nuns were killed some of them beheaded by Japanese occupying forces. This was converted into a hotel after the war. In it self it was pretty eerie, big rooms with to king size beds bibles at the side tables and the rooms are dimly lit. Clerks, bell hops, and hotel guest, complain of wailing even during day time, and when night comes, apparitions of headless priest roam the corridors, some even say that they see ghost carrying their heads on a platter. Hauntings are not limited inside the hotel for when you stroll outside the compound you would see neighboring houses with crosses painted on their doors and windows, and are kept shut when darkness falls. The former Diplomat Hotel in Dominican Hill, Baguio City, Philippines is believed to be haunted. In the early 1900’s it was bought by Dominican friars from the American owners. It has now been abandoned.

There's one time that I watched a celebrity dare inside the abandoned hotel. When the celebrities got inside the hotel, cold air and a scary whisper confronted them. It's true because it's live.

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It's obvious that most of all scary places are schools and campuses. Thinking about PCSHS (my school), there were some ghost stories that were experienced by some of the students and teachers and two of them were my classmates. Believe it or not, it's in our classroom. Ahmmm, I'll just say, good luck to me and good luck to the computer lab. with a ghost that was reportedly using one of the computers. The ghost could be a gamer or just checking out his/her friendster, it's weird but it's freaky...really freaky.

Happy time escapees...

2007-12-20T05:50:00.000-08:00

It's over...finally over. It's already vacation. It's the most awaited day of all time for the students...to be free. Now, I'll just make my time 'sulit' like doing hang-outs with friends, sleeping, watching my favorite t.v. programs, unstoppable O.L. , attending Simbang Gabi without minding the 'haggard' thing and of course, more bonding with my family.

For now, I'll just forget about assignments, quizzes, and maths (they make me crazy). Right now, they are useless. But the hardest part of this vacation, I'll miss my classmates and the 'teachers' but not the lessons (damn, never).

December .20. 2007, I really love you. Have fun students, you were finally escaped from hell and stress. Even though it's temporary, I don't bother too much because now is just the beginning, and it's not yet over. All I have to do is to enjoy.

Happy Holidays escapees.

EK hitch

2007-12-20T04:23:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday, December 15, 2007, we went to EK for a family bonding. It was fun...really really fun. We arrived there exactly 1:30 pm and leaved the place 10pm, until it closed.

Ek'rs:

Luchelle (me), Ate Maybel ,Kuya Mike ,Kuya Cker ,Kuya Joey ,Ate Marion ,Ate Tintin ,Ate Matet, Kuya ,Kuya Arnie and Mark

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We hitched the Anchor's Away for many times. We almost tried all of the rides as far as we can. Because Space Shuttle was temporarily closed at that time because of some technical problems (damn) , we just took pictures in front of it.

While waiting in the line in Anchor's Away, we were so happy that Alvin Patrimonio was also there. We took pictures with him and in my observation, he's conspicuously towering 6"4 or 6"5 (!) . I had a chance to sit beside him in the Anchor's Away (it's soooo...unexpected). I can't even shout so loud , like as I did before because he might get irritated or something.

With A.P.

Alvin's feet (left) and Kuya Cker's foot (right)

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I hope it will happen again because it's fun (more fun if Space Shuttle is open). I'm sure that it will happen again.

When BFF gets trouble

2007-12-15T22:02:00.000-08:00

There are three important things in my life and beside from God and my family...it's my friends who completes the three. I have lots of friends and I can't even count them at all. I really love my friends. I really care for them. It's impossible for a person not to have a friend. It's needed, and actually our life if ever no one is there for you.

Our friends understand all. Good or damn, they're always there. However, a couple of bumps in the road of friendship are unavoidable. Don't let these detours make you break and lose your way. Just remember that with each other, you and your friend can still mark the word "BFF 4EVER".

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I've been breathing for 14 years already and I already encountered many...many problems when it comes to my best friend. And I overcame all of these just by myself and in just believing. As far as I'm concerned, there are 3 big friendship problems that I encountered. And I solved it hardly but effectively.

"My best friend has a new pal"

If you think about it, having other friends isn't bad at all. And if you are experiencing the feeling to be left out. Don't bother too much. It's natural that your best friend could find another friend. But of course, you may feel bit uneasy when another person suddenly steps into BFF circle with you.

Fixers:

*You and your best friend must have a better communication. Talk to your best friend. Tell him/her that, you miss being her sole bestfriend tremendously, though you're jealous that she/he has a new buddy.

*Don't get jealousy get in the way of your friendship. You're her best friend for a reason, you've got qualities and quirks she/he likes and that no one else has.

*Ask her what's the problem. No one knows if the problem is in you.

"Such a copy cat!"

Though it's nice having matching best friend items, you still like having your own identitiy, right?. I know and you know that copying and modeling you is flattering but it's also irritating.

Fixers:

*Sit down with her/him and tell the problem about this but in a respectful way. "NO OFFENDING"...the no.1 rule. Saying "STOP COPYING ME LOOSER!" at the top of your lungs is not an applicable option.

*Since he/ she is obviously looking up to you. Help her find your friend's own uniqueness.

"I spilled my BEST FRIEND'S SECRET!"

You said you'd keep your lips zipped, but somehow you still broke your promise and let the big secret slipped. Breaking someone's trust is the hardest part of all. A good promise that has turned into damn words is so complicated.

Fixers:

*The absolute best you can do is to apologize. If she/he gets mad, be humble and patient by giving your best friend time to let off some steam. Your best friend will appreciate it more if you own up to it than if you hide it and pretend you didn't make a mistake.

*Wait until he/she is ready to talk you again. Remember, you are the one at fault, so you can't be the one who decides when you think it's time for your best friend to forgive you.

*Make it a personal and forever resolution to watch what you say. A promise is something that should be kept. Do your best to keep it that way.

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Enduring the good and bad times are part of being best friends. Getting through a few friendship blunders will definitely result in a lasting friendship because you've shown each other that absolutely nothing can break your bond.

I'll always remember that the prime purposes of a friendship are happiness and forgiving.

Cool overnight!

2007-12-09T06:27:00.000-08:00

After attending the Paskong Himig '07. My friends decided to have a sleepover in our house, namely Steffie, Cindy, Abbhie and Raelenne . It was fun. It's cool...really cool. We lingered and strolled outside my house. Unfortunately, we didn't know that there's curfew in the subdivision. The patrol police told us that we need to go home because it's already dark or else...he'll report us to the barangay station. So we did, we just decided to get our heads home before it's too late.

In my house, we ate, played and chatted. We also played games at the computer. We made our time 'sulit'.

The next day, we spent our time biking around the subdivision. As we were biking, we accidentally struck a car. Like a criminal, we escaped the accident and ran nervously. Luckily, no one saw us (heheh).

At the end of the day, we were so exhausted but it was fun. Bonding with your friends is totally cool.

It's already time, time to go home. It's sad because they need to go home but I hope that it will happen again. That overnight really made me happy.

Someday, I hope it will happen again. I promise it will.

Regional Science Fair...INSULTING TIME!.

2007-12-02T01:47:00.000-08:00

Our school held the 2007 Regional Science Fair. The occasion longed for three consecutive days (November 27-29). At first, I thought it's fun because they came to our school and many students "expected" that they will shower us with praises. But I was wrong (maling-mali!). Some of my schoolmates told me that all they can do is to insult us. One of my schoolmates who's an usherette told me that a visitor told her that our city mayor is a "DRUG LORD". What the?, for me, you cannot accuse a person unless proven guilty. Damn outsiders.

@#$*&!!!

When it's my turn to be an usherette. I promised myself not to encounter a nagger visitor. But it happened. A visitor asked me to lead her to the comfort room and like what Ms. Donna said ,follow them with respect . So I did. When we reached the comfort room, she looked at me and said "eto lang c.r. niyo?". I controlled myself not to be angry and remembered that she's a "visitor" and "commenting is a freedom".

@#$*&!!!

Because of it, I went home bad trip. Anger was what I felt. I asked myself about it and I told myself "wtf! don't bother about jerks". Honestly, I found the Regional Science Fair..."insulting".

Luchelle: stands corrected (again)

2007-12-02T01:04:00.000-08:00

I know what's wrong and what's right. I also know that I'm too young to understand deep consequences.

I'm currently doing my project in computer. Specifically, about HTML. I already planned my schedule that the maximum time for that project is 5 hours. Yesterday, my mom was lashing out because my eyes might get tired and hurt because I spent the whole 5 hours in front of the computer. And I complained that it's a project. I told her not to bother and get mad because I'm doing it for my grades. Then she said "ang sakin lang, baka lumabo yang mata mo, kaya itigil mo na yan". I realized that she's just concern about my health.

LESSON LEARNED: find out the real motivation and don't complain.

Shonen fight!

2007-11-29T04:59:00.000-08:00

Extraordinary Shounen Anime

Let's think about Naruto, Flame of Recca, Yu Yu Hakusho, One Piece, Dragon Ball Z and Bleach. I know and you know that these animes are still hit here in Philippines. Many Filipinos specially kids love animes and I'm one of them (a certified one).

For an anime to be adored by viewers, everything should be nicely drawn down from the smallest details and kind of unique. Shounen or Shonen (literally means "boy") animes and mangas are more dominant and hit for the viewers compare to other genres. Of course, the first and foremost attraction of an anime is the leading character.

Son Goku, Ichigo Kurosaki, Yusuke Urameshi, Straw Hat Luffy, Recca Hanabishi and the most popular Shonen, Uzumaki Naruto are some examples of leading Shounen characters that really captured our hearts. Because of their incredible fighting skills, they are easily being love by the viewers.

アニメ

"Who is the most powerful Shonen of all time? Is it Yusuke or Luffy or Recca or Son Goku or Ichigo or Naruto? "

*In terms of sheer destructive force, I think Yusuke Urameshi from our all-time favorite anime Yu Yu Hakusho (aka Eugene from Ghost Fighter) and his Rei Gun could blow away any evils that will hurt Kayko, she is probably the person that he cares most about in the world.

*But Recca Hanabishi from Flame of Recca could smoke any evils. Recca doesn'tjust shoot fire, a destructive force in its own right, from his hands, he controls it. At the height of his power , Recca could summon fired dragons called Karyus. Recca is the most powerful when it comes to his beloved Yanagi, the girl that Recca serves as her ninja.

*Monkey D. Luffy is the captain of Straw Hat pirate crew of the popular Shounen One Pie ce. He had the highest bounty in East Blue at 100 million belli. Luffy is capable of crushing steel with his bare fingers and breaking through thick bedrock with relative ease. He gained stretching powers from eating the "Gomu Gomu no Mi". Because of his extraordinary abilities, he was included as one of the powerful Shonen.

*Son Goku of the legendary Shounen Dragon Ball Z was marked as one of the most powerful Shonen character in the anime history. Since I was young, I know that he has achieved many abilities such as super strength, super speed and the ability to fly. His Saiyan ability is the most powerful. He can outshine anyone with his special technique Kamehameha aka "Kamehame wave".

*No one can pretend the conspicuous powerful ability of Ichigo Kurosaki from the international hit anime Bleach. This 15 year old Shonen hero can defeat any hollows in his way. Though he does not possess any formal Shinigami rank, Ichigo's overall abilities are great enough that he can fight on the level of an elite Shinigami captain. With his powerful Zanpakuto (the Zangetsu) he can protect his friends all the time.

*Last but not the least, Uzumaki Naruto, a ninja from the hit anime series of all time Naruto. As a young Genin ninja of the Hidden-Leaf Village (Konoha), Naruto trains and hopes that he'll become a Hokage someday. Even he's discriminated by some people because of the nine-tailed demon kitsune sealed inside his body, Naruto tries his best as long for his friends and for the Village. Naruto can manipulate powerful ninjutsus. Naruto makes up for it with his innate ability (the demon fox) which provides him loads of Chakra. With his friends, Naruto is a certified hero. Of course, no one can defeat his most dangerous jutsu, the"Sexy Technique".

アニメ

Aside from Shounen animes, I also like Mecha which includes Neon Genesis Evangelion, Gundam Wing , Full metal panic and many more. I love watching Bishounen and Sentai animes.

I'm an avid fan of anime. I prefer watching it than hentai (oz?!?). I really love anime and that will never change.

I can feel it...

2007-11-25T03:03:00.001-08:00

I can't believe it's fast approaching. Kris Kringles, lanterns displayed at streets and Christmas decorations made me realize that Christmas was already present.

Last Friday, November.23.2007, the entire people of Franklin (my beloved section) decorated some parts of the room. Our blackboard was decorated with Christmas lights, it really looked good on it. We also put some paper reindeers on our wall and of course, don't forget the Christmas tree. All of us are looking forward for the best Christmas atmosphere for our room .

I really love Christmas season. Cool breeze of air, gifts, Christmas carols, yummy foods, pennies that brightens my Christmas and the Philippine traditional "Simbang Gabi" or "Misa de Gallo". It's always been my favorite part of Christmas. Giving thanks to the Lord with my family is what I like most. I also love celebrating Christmas parties at school and I love exchanging gifts with others.

During Christmas season, I always get excited whenever I hear "Noche Buena". Mango floats, ham, salads...I can't complete Christmas without it. Surely, anybody wouldn't forget Christmas when it comes to "Aguinaldo" thing. Actually, I don't know why, cause whenever I hear "Aguinaldo", my whole system goes panic. It seems that it's my automatic reaction, to be panicked (heheh).

I'm so excited (and I just can't hide it) for Christmas. I'm looking forward for it to come. But I wouldn't forget the true meaning of Christmas. It's not just for giving gifts or for a sure happiness. I'll always remember that there's one person who is the center of it. That's Lord, nobody else.

Christmas is the season of thanksgiving. It's the time for more friend and family bondings. But I can't hide the fact that I'm really sick of empty wallet days. I'm hopefully waiting for...polka dots to come :D (just kidding).

I'm waiting for you to come...Christmas.

Waiting for you...

2007-11-25T02:57:00.000-08:00

I've been waiting for you since you came here...patiently waiting for you..."MINA". Please cut our classes tomorrow. I don't want to take our Bio quiz. I forgot to bring my book that's why I can't review. Have mercy.

Sometimes it's O.K. to be ANGRY!

2007-11-19T03:13:00.000-08:00

angry...ok?!?

Are you familiar with these lines "I blame you!", "Shut up you stupid head!", "What the? stay away from me!"?. Those dialogs are so practical when you're referring about anger. It is a normal and legitimate reaction to feeling wronged, whether that wrong is real or imagined.

WHAT IS ANGER?

-FOR ME?

Anger is a complex motion. We are often frightened by our anger when we let out in destructive ways. On the other hand, we can also feel the effects of holding in our anger. Like an upset stomach, pressure , headaches (like the feeling of a blasting brain,damn).

Finding a proper balance and expressing our anger constructively are important but difficult emotional tasks. Duh, we are not born with an instinctive knowledge of how to focus on it or use it for our benefit or what. That is something that must be learned.

-BASED ON FACTS

Anger is part of the fight/flight brain response to the perceived threat of pain. When a person makes the cognitive choice to take action to immediately stop the threatening/painful behavior of another (person or organization, or any outside force) anger (as opposed to fear) becomes the predominant feeling, with behavioral, cognitive and physiological correlates. Further informations? just click here.

::grrr...anger::

To feel anger is neither good or bad. It is what we do with our anger, how we act when we are angry is so important. For example when we lash out in anger, later we may feel worse in remorse. However, when we discuss our hurt when someone who is understanding, we may feel better. And talking with the person who caused the hurt in the first place may create a stronger bond between you and that person.
It is difficult to a teenager like me to make the distinction between the emotion of anger and what is done with that anger. To a teenager, they are one and the same. Nevertheless, a teenager needs to learn the difference between the two.

We can control ourselves that we can feel angry and express our blames , yet not be destructive. In other words, it is O.K. to be angry, but it is not O.K. to behave in a destructive manner out of anger.

It is very important to make this distinction with yourself. We should not be chastised for feeling angry, only for destructive behavior. Eventually, we will learn the difference between feeling angry and acting out anger in harmful ways.

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Wondering why I posted the topic about this anger thing?. Hours ago, I arrived from school. It was very late. I went home exactly 6:15 , I think!?!. Class dismissed around 4:00-4:15pm. At that time I'm so hungry and I don't know why?!?...tulad ng isang P.G., I almost crawl because of hunger. Geeez, when I'm already at home, I kept on shouting "Naka ng...! Kainis!!!!" and whatsoever. Then my sister asked me to help her with some of her assignments. And I was irritated...I don't know if it's because of her face or what (peace grace ^_^). Then I shouted at her "heh! Umalis ka nga". My mom heard it then she said it's o.k. to be angry but in a nice way. Feel free to be angry but I don't need to hurt someone. No one interdicts someone to be angry. It's a prerogative but it has limitations. Nothing will happen if I shout and shout at the whole time, it already happened. All I need to do is to do it in a nice and calm way.

Now I learned something important. Thanks mama...sorry sis. Again, I learned from my mistakes.

Happy Birthday Ms. Aiza M. Contreras

2007-11-17T01:15:00.000-08:00

-Happy Birthday Ms. Aiza-
Actually it's yesterday November.16.2007

Franklin's special gift for our Plane Geometry teacher Ms. Aiza M. Contreras. We love you Ms. Aiza. Even though Plane Geometry is slightly difficult for us. That's ok because you're the teacher.Thanks for everything. We love you so much. :)

Oops,I ...killed her...

2007-11-15T06:35:00.000-08:00

I miss Brit...badly

Right now...I'm so sad, depressed, frustrated and lonely. I'm missing someone right now. I want her back. But I think it's impossible because...I already killed her.

At school, the most awaited moment happened...the dissecting of frogs. At first, I feel pity for my frog Britney because I will surely miss her if I kill her. My heart can't take to kill her. I can't just throw away our "memories". I took care of her for 3 days and 2 nights. I always clean her. Make fun of her and play her whenever I'm alone. In school, I always bet her for a race with other frogs. Sometimes I throw her because she's so stubborn. I often pinch her chest because it's cute and stout. I want to pop it.

Deep inside...even it hurts... I followed what's on my mind. I followed the 100% score floating in my mind. At first, I'm having second thoughts. But all I can do is to dissect it, cut it, observe it and soak it to that damn denatured alcohol. The hardest part for me was putting pins in her hands and feet. It looked so awful for me. Imagine, you need to prick the pins hardly for them to avoid from jumping and making disturbing movements while dissecting.

Now, the dead Brit is in my room, on the top of my study table. I miss hyper Brit. Even though my loneliness is killing me!... I need to accept the fact that I killed her.

In memories of Britney. November 15, 2007 5:00pm.

I got Brit...!!!

2007-11-13T04:24:00.000-08:00

Today, last period of classes. Everybody was excited because we need to pick our own frogs for dissection in Biology. It was crazy, picking erhmmm...bull frogs for some were so disgusting. They shouted and panicked and whatsoever because of the frogs. Actually, it's so hard to hold frog because it's so slimy and it's so easy to slip and jump out of your hands. Thanks to God, nobody ended up faint.

Well, to reduce the fear, we gave names to our frogs. Guess what, my frog's name is "Britney!". I don't know why I came to that idea to name it "Britney". Crazy but I'm a fan of Britney Spears. Heheheh, I think since grade 1?!?. But I don't keep that as a dirty little secret.

Ooops...I did it again...that frog drives me crazy. I'm not dreadful when it comes to frogs. I don't hate frogs like others do. But I'm not doughty in terms of dissection. I hate dissection. I don't even want to kill or pull out some body's intestines. I feel sorry for Britney...I want to grant that "gimme more life" thing. I think poor Britney needs to accept pain before death. I feel pity for the frog but I think the 70% score is the worst.

In memories of frog "Britney"...just wanna go that extra "life" for you. Good luck to me. Err...dissection.

Top 10 most memorable guys for me

2007-11-11T01:25:00.000-08:00

From Jynne's post;

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Since they are part of your life...tell how important and memorable are these guys for you. Don't lie...be honest.

10. Devon Sawa
- He's memorable for me because he's my first celeb crush. 7 years ago when I watched Casper the movie for the first time. He really caught my attention. I was dreaming of him for few days. He played as the human Casper who danced with Cat. I will not forget him. He's my childhood celeb crush.

9. Uchiha Sasuke
- This guy really stuck on my mind. Lagi akong nanonood ng Naruto just to see him. He's my first shounen crush. Until now, I'm collecting stickers and posters of him. Sasuke forever!. :)

8. Angelo Joseph Muellos
- Si Gelo... lagi akong nililibre niyan. He's so generous, kind, gentleman...makulit!, medyo mayabang. He's one of my best friends. Until now, kahit na magkaiba na schools namin. We're still close with each other.

7. Yujihiro Maurice Alejo
- He is my most favorite kuya of all time. He was born in Japan but he's raised here in the Philippines. 50% Jap 50% Pil. If you would ask him...Philippines or Japan. He'll prefer Philippines than Japan. He knows how to speak Jap but his sister is more fluent than him. Pilipinas lang raw ang lugar niya. I know he's having misunderstandings with his father now. But hinding-hindi parin niya nakakalimutang mag-smile. Ang raming kalokohan nito sakin, that's why I'll never forget him. He said "walang iwanan!" but if someday he leaves us...I'll kill him.

6. Kim Jung Hoon
- I really adore this Korean guy. He's my ultimate celeb crush of all time. He's handsome and his smile...it's really captivating. Whenever I see him in Goong. I'm starting acting soooooo...crazy and I can't rid of it,,,kamatay. Kim Jung Hoon...he definitely makes me crazy.

5. Kristian Drake Lichauco
- Si istian. He's my childhood best friend. He knows exactly how to make me smile. I remember when we were young...he always buy me yakee. That's our fave gum. Last April, he went to Tennessee with his family. As usual, people migrate there for better job or better education. I miss him badly. Medyo kinakabahan rin ako kasi baka pag balik niya dito..."NOSEBLEED" na ang eksena. Anyway, I'm always wishing that he's in good condition. Loko, bumalik ka na!.

4. Mark Ponce San Juan
- Bakit ko ba sinali to?. Well, he's so important to me. Siya na ang pinaka good-looking kung kuya. He's so handsome and kind...to the extent that girls would rather make the first move than him. Yun ang ayaw niya. Kaya na-paka lucky ng gf niya (go! ate jeyah!). He's so protective to me. He's always texting me just to ask if i have a bf already. Reresbakan raw niya. I really appreciate his care for me. TC always kuya Ponz.

3. James Glenn Alminar
- "Who lets the dog out?!?" heheheh. This guy is my knight and shining armor. Pag me problem, he's always there. "Oi, ano problema? tangs, di kita patutulugin" lagi niyang dialog sa phone. He's a caring person. He always makes me mad. He's so stubborn. I'm always angry because he's so stupid. But I can't hide the fact that he can make me smile even in a simple way. Actually, I have a huge "crush" on him. Ewan, it could be a big mistake but all I can do is... "Ang tiisin ang kakulitan niya." :P

2. Catalino Villanueva
- He' s my grandfather. He already passed away but the beautiful memories with him will never be erased. He was known as a worthy and nice person. He has a virtuous heart that any people will admire. When he was still alive, he always smile and give all the things that will make us happy. Like toys, candies, bente pesos and many more. For me, he's the most kind person in the whole world, no one can beat him. That's why I really love him. I will never forget you lolo.

1. Romulo Punzalan
- Say it loud and proud...he is my dad. I learned lots of things from him. He always tell me not to be a stupid-head. Always concentrate on important things. In problems, whenever school is concern, he will help me as far as he could. Sometimes, I would rather pretend to hear nothing when he was talking blah! blah! blah! and more about the "concentration" thing. But I realized that all of those words coming from him are also for my sake. He said, he don't want me to be a dumb-headed person na tulad na ikaw naman si tanga, oo ka lang nga oo sa lahat. He wants that all of my decisions are considerable but right. I owe everything...just to him. I salute you dada.

agree! (?)

2007-11-11T01:15:00.000-08:00

"hai na ko,,,all you need to do is to agree :D"

two sticks for life!

2007-11-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

At school, hours ago,, we practiced the basic positions in Arnis (harnest). Eeeeks, I'm so eager to hit someone at that time. Thanks to her god, malayo siya sakin, there's no any chance.

Actually, it was fun. Arigato gozaimasu Ms. Des! Ki o tsukete :)

happy feets!

2007-11-08T06:33:00.000-08:00

Last sunday,,, november.04.07. Me with my cousins went to MOA. We strolled around in that huge place,oh crap...sakit sa paa. We ate at KFC, 2 bucket meals!...we're starving at that time but we can't take it anymore.

Wow, I looked around and surprisingly, I saw a Brownies Unlimited store. I really love their brownies. That brownies store is the best! DELICIOUS.

I really had fun. Going out with my cousins is a big happiness for me. Ang kulet nila. One day, I'm hoping it will happen again. Even though it's exhausting, in exchange...masaya naman. I want to hang-out with them again. Of course, para makalibre ;P.

I'm back again...to hell...

2007-11-05T04:27:00.000-08:00

Wow, CLASSES RESUME: November.05.2007. ,,,I'M BACK!...AGAIN TO HELL. With soul-burning subjects and hellish activities,,,I'm dead again. Haaay,,, that's the place were I belong,,, the place that's going onwards...moving forward. Who the heck cares?!?, I really love being a student of that school. PSCHS,,,our second home (constructed by HELL),,,our inspiration (heaven can't take) . PCSHS: "JIGOUKUGAKUEN"

Happy Halloween to all

2007-11-01T03:58:00.000-07:00

"happy halloween, haaay, kamatay & exhausting sa cementery"

October 30: I'm Absent :D

2007-10-30T01:22:00.000-07:00

October 30: I'm Absent :D

Eow, I'm absent today. Haaay, later kasi, me dadating kaming visitors. Kaya kailangan ng hospitability ko. I'm having second thoughts kung papasok na ba ko tommorow. Tommorow is my dada's birthday and plans for the celebration were already made. Haaay,,,pasaway na...bahala na.

Luchelle: Accident Prone?

2007-10-28T02:41:00.001-07:00

Luchelle: Accident Prone?

Actually, it's true. I remember when she was 2 years old, she cried and pleased her mom to carry her even though her mom is pressing clothes at the same time. What happened? sa sobrang kakulitan, napaso ang kawawang bata at 12 years after, dala dala parin niya ang isang scarce na sign ng kakulitan niya!. When she was 4 years old...she was accidentally hit by a bicycle. When she was 7 years old, she got "6" stiches in her head because she jumped and jumped on the swing without minding na merong bakal sa taas. When she was in GR. 3,,, she accidentally knelt down on ..(huwaaat!),,,THUMBTACKS!. When she was in Gr. 5, her lips were accidentally cut on a swimming. Nasipa siya kasi nung pinsan niya. Nowadays, medyo maingat na naman siya. Kasi, ngayon, sa keyboard rack na lang siya nasusugatan,,,sign of being a computer addict. At lagi na lang siyang nahuhulugan ng insecticide sa ulo galing sa mga cabinet. I'm still wondering how stupid she was when she was young. At hindi na ko nagtataka, even now, stupid parin siya. I wish this accident prone gal na be more careful & sensitive in her moves. I know she want to change that. Good luck na lang to her. No bigger and worst damn accidents in the future (hala ka!). Hehehehe, 'til the next post.

.=REMORSE=.

2007-10-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

At first I would not reply, and my shame showed upon my cheeks, and the beating of my heart brought pain to myself.

Then I resisted, I told him "No! No!" -- I turned my head away, and his kiss did not open my lips, -- nor love, my tight-closed knees.

Then he begged me to forgive him, kissed my hair, I felt his burning breath, and he went away.... Now I am alone.

I gaze upon the empty place, the deserted wood, the trampled earth. And I bite my fingers until they bleed, and I stifle my sobs in the grass.

After the days of an unforgettable vacation...

2007-10-26T02:34:00.000-07:00

I have a cousin...wanna know what's her name?...she's ate Flor. I call her ate because she's older than me by 5 years. Ate Flor is naturally pretty, smart, witty, may sense pag nagsasalita, gorgeus (naks), responsible and she's intelligent,,,that's why she's studying at PLM (Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila). I think she's one of my favorite cousin. Kasi nagkakasundo rin kami sa maraming bagay.

We celebrated our family SUMMER '07 at Davao. Halos lahat kami, Villanueva side, sumama. Kaya super happy kami, grabe. At the same time, debut rin ni Ate Hannah, kaya ininvite rin kami ni Tito Gundi para maging special guests sa debut. Like 18 candles, 18 roses...marami pa. Citizen na talaga sila ng Davao City kaya sila rin yung naging guide namin sa pag pasyal pasyal dun. Nung debut, siyempre lahat kami kanya kanyang ayos. Grabe, ang sarap talaga nung mga foods dun. At yung hotel, Mt. Apo view pa. One time, Ate Flor asked me to accompany her to the washroom. Nagmamadali siya talaga and she looked so faint. When she reached the sink, she vomitted. Nagtaka lang talaga ako, sabi niya masakit lang raw talaga yung katawan niya. After the debut, we went to Samal beach...ang ganda dun. Nakatapak pa nga ako ng starfish eh. Nang pauwi na kami, nasa jeep palang kami, Ate Flor looks so exhausted na talaga. She keeps complaining on Tita na masakit yung katawan niya. Kaya diretso na kami sa house na tinutuluyan namin.

Days after, bumalik na kami sa Manila. Kahit medyo malungkot kasi super ganda talaga dun. Sulit naman, durian (huh?), pomelo, lansones,,,ang rami naming nauwi. Then one day we received a phone call galing ke tita. Nasa hospital c ate. Then she needs to undergo an operation. Kailangan i-remove ung gall bladder niya. Kaya all of us prayed for a safe operation. Nang natapos na ung operation. Akala namin solve na lahat. Akala namin wala na yung sakit. Pero few days after, she was brought to the hospital. Kasi me pain parin siyang nararamdaman. Her doctor conducted tests para malaman kung ano talaga yung sakit niya. We prayed a lot and waited for the result na wag naman sanang malala.

Then that day came...ang sabi nung doctor, hindi pa raw clear at sure, pero nakakita sila ng signs...ng bone cancer. Everybody was shocked pero di pa naman kami nawawalan ng pagasa. Kasi sabi nung doctor, mag coconduct parin sila ng tests para malaman talaga yung totoong sakit niya. Everybody was hoping and praying na sana hindi totoo yung sinabi nung doctor. Then it came, final result na talaga, and she's positive with bone cancer. Di namin akalain. Lahat kami nanghina, we were not expecting that kind of result. Then the doctor said, she needs another operation, brittled na raw yung bones niya kaya kailangan kumuha ng bones sa ibang parts ng body niya. All we have to do is to pray,,,eto na to e, kung pwede lang sana baguhin, ginawa na namin. After the operation, successful naman but the doctor said na me posibility na hindi na siya makalakad. We tried to force ourselves not to cry, pero di talaga namin kaya. Too young pa si ate, at the age of 19,,,hindi talaga akalain ng mga doctors na magkakaron sila ng ganung case. In that hospital, hindi lalagpas ng 5 ang nagkaroon ng ganung case.

I keep questioning myself, bakit sa lahat, siya pa?. I keep thinking about the words "lucky" and "happy". Sa tingin ko ba, pwede pang mangyari to?. Though, maraming negative ideas ang pumapasok sa isip ko. I'm not still losing hope na dapat ay gumaling na siya.

She keeps on telling to Tita na she can't take it anymore. The pain and the feeling to be bedridden. But binabawi rin naman niya. Kasi she knows that behind of all the pain she's experiencing, nandito parin kami. Giving all of our support. Happy naman kami kasi hindi niya nakakalimutang mag pasalamat. Sa lahat, sa help and sa support.

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I know it is hard to accept. Na pagkatapos nang masayang family vacation na yon,,,few days after...nangyari naman eto. Hindi namin yon expected. All I have to do is to support her and pray for her. First and foremost, is to trust her.

Marami talaga kaming kalokohan, taking picture together. Kagaya nung pic sa taas. Yan ang pinaka favorite kong pic namin, Sands with our shadows. Kaya I'm keeping all the happy days with her.

We really love her and everybody knew that she's a worthy and nice person. I already accepted that all of these were already irreversible. But don't let it impugn hopes and interdict happiness. Just remember the words "hope" and "faith". Surely, beautiful and decorous blessings will come in exchange of all the supports we gave. Kaya pagaling na siya. Pag gumaling siya, libre namin lahat :D

NEGATIVE is what he speaks...NEGATIVE is what she says.

2007-10-25T03:40:00.000-07:00

NEWLY BF AND GF on the negative side:

GIRLS!
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU" sabay tingin dun. All he wanted is to drool his eyes on your body. He means to say it just for lust.
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU BABY",,,pagdating ng date...butas bulsa mo. Oh, is that a joke? Letting the girl to pay the bills on a date.
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING"...sabay pagkatapos ng 9 months...pagharap mo sa salamin...lobo ka na? Anu yun,,,magic? Could you think na...it happened so fast and with just a blink of an eye. Duh? think...think...think
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU, CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU"...tapos...naririnig mo na lang sarili mo arguing with your bf "SINO SIYA SA BUHAY MO? BREAK NA TAYO!" huh? imagine, kasing pait ng teledrama ang buhay mo.
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU, I WILL DO ANYHTING FOR YOU"...bigla mo na lang narinig na me nag uusap from a dark and noisy place "PANO BA YAN...NAPASAGOT KO NA EH,,,FINDER'S KEEPERS ANG PUSTAHAN...MGA BAYAD NYO UI!"...eehrrmm,,,gusto mo pa bang mag join sa pustahan na ikaw na mismo ang pinagpupustahan?
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU, I CAN'T BREATH WITHOUT YOU"...ng biglang isang araw...you saw him flirting and chatting with another girl...edi, ikaw naman ang di naka hinga ngayon.

BOYS!
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU"...bigla na lang the day after tommorow,,,sa iba na niya sinasabi ang 3 words sentence na ito.
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU HONEY"...then days passed after the sweet answer,,someone told you from the back "PANAKIP BUTAS KA LANG"...is that sweet?
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU, I'M YOURS"...ng malaman mong...more than 20 pala ang sinasabihan niya ng ganyan...anu yon? pass the message?
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU DEAR,, YOU COMPLETE ME"...you gave her almost all just to buy her anything...ng isang araw...maririnig mo na lang siya "I THINK YOU CAN'T GIVE WHAT I WANT...I NEED A BETTER BOYFRIEND...KATULAD NIYA",,,omg,,,pati kaya sarili mo ibigay mo na sa kanya.
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE"...nang biglang dumaan ang isang prince charming...all she can say to you is "DO I KNOW YOU?".
...yung iba kasi...sasabihin "I LOVE YOU, MY KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMOR",,,few hours after she gave you her sweet "yes"...bigla mo na lang nabasa sa cell niya..."HAPI ANNIVERSARY BABY,,,frm ur bf"...wow, edi parang nasipa ka ng sarili mong kabayo.

BOYS
AND
GIRLS
From different opinions based on true experiences.

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I read this from ate maggie's post,,,ang kulet talaga...all of these can happen. In a glimpse,,,even now,,,it can happen in any young couple that are in a relationship. But wag naman sana. I can't understand this post that much...kasi para atang too young pa ko para dito. Definitely, I already got the message...that every "I LOVE YOU" is either can be negative or positive...it depends on the purpose kung para saan yang damn 143 na yan. Anyway, I'm fun of reading this. Tnx 4 posting this ate Maggie...more powers sa inyo ni kuya Leynard. 'Til the next post...

BAND "FREAKS"!

2007-10-25T03:17:00.000-07:00

I have lots of favorite bands. Like Dashboard, Uverworld, FOB, RJSA...marami,,,do you know what's the reason why I really like them? kasi,,,they can make good and precise performances together. Pero nakakainis talaga yung isang band nung rave party. All they can do is to make a crap. OMG, ang ganda ganda nung song na yun, tapos gaganunin nila. My god...compare dun sa dalawang band,,,walang wala sila. Kasi feel nung isa sa kanila..."he leads!". Haaay,,, I can't imagine na... if ever maapprove sila sa battle of the bands...ano yun? joke?. Actually, sa kanilang lahat,,,there is only one guy,,,na talagang gumagawa ng mess!, sino yon? haaay, my message for him,,,is...have mercy! Ikemasenne, chikusho.

2007-10-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

...THE TEN COMMANDMENTS...
according to KH gang

1. "Wag niyong gagamitin ang pangalan ng KH, nagiisa lng to"

2. "Bumanga samin giba!"

3. "Remember the Manuel L. Quezon day as KH day."

4. "Wag niyo kaming gagayahin...parental guidance mga pinaggagagawa namin."

5. "Thou shall not steal anything belongs to us...impyerno bagsak mo."

6. "Thou shall not kill us...subukan mo, makikita mo"

7. "We're virgin, we don't want to be molested...have mercy"

8. "We honor our girlfriends very much...try to hurt them...start praying."

9. "Do not use the name of our lord...your DOTA in vain."

10. "Do not judge us...we're just highschool students...!

ALL KH MEMBERS,,,I POST NIYO TO SA MGA BLOGS NIYO,,,PARA SIKAT TAYO!!!wohhoooo...

my favorite love story....of all time

2007-10-24T03:53:00.000-07:00

...-PYRAMUS AND THISBE-...

Pyramus was the handsomest youth, and Thisbe the fairest maiden, in all Babylonia, where Semiramis reigned. Their parents occupied adjoining houses; and neighbourhood brought the young people together, and acquaintance ripened into love. They would gladly have married, but their parents forbade. One thing, however, they could not forbid- that love should glow with equal ardour in the bosoms of both. They conversed by signs and glances, and the fire burned more intensely for being covered up. In the wall that parted the two houses there was a crack, caused by some fault in the structure. No one had remarked it before, but the lovers discovered it. What will not love discover! It afforded a passage to the voice; and tender messages used to pass backward and forward through the gap. As they stood, Pyramus on this side, Thisbe on that, their breaths would mingle. "Cruel wall," they said, "why do you keep two lovers apart? But we will not be ungrateful. We owe you, we confess, the privilege of transmitting loving words to willing, ears." Such words they uttered on different sides of the wall; and when night came and they must say farewell, they pressed their lips upon the wall, she on her side, he on his, as they could come no nearer.

Next morning, when Aurora had put out the stars, and the sun had melted the frost from the grass, they met at the accustomed spot. Then, after lamenting their hard fate, they agreed that next night, when all was still, they would slip away from the watchful eyes, leave their dwellings and walk out into the fields; and to insure a meeting, repair to a well-known edifice standing without the city's bounds, called the Tomb of Ninus, and that the one who came first should await the other at the foot of a certain tree. It was a white mulberry tree, and stood near a cool spring. All was agreed on, and they waited impatiently for the sun to go down beneath the waters and night to rise up from them. Then cautiously Thisbe stole forth, unobserved by the family, her head covered with a veil, made her way to the monument and sat down under the tree. As she sat alone in the dim light of the evening she descried a lioness, her jaws reeking with recent slaughter, approaching the fountain to slake her thirst. Thisbe fled at the sight, and sought refuge in the hollow of a rock. As she fled she dropped her veil. The lioness after drinking at the spring turned to retreat to the woods, and seeing the veil on the ground, tossed and rent it with her bloody mouth.

Pyramus, having been delayed, now approached the place of meeting. He saw in the sand the footsteps of the lion, and the colour fled from his cheeks at the sight. Presently he found the veil all rent and bloody. "O hapless girl," said he, "I have been the cause of thy death! Thou, more worthy of life than I, hast fallen the first victim. I will follow. I am the guilty cause, in tempting thee forth to a place of such peril, and not being myself on the spot to guard thee. Come forth, ye lions, from the rocks, and tear this guilty body with your teeth." He took up the veil, carried it with him to the appointed tree, and covered it with kisses and with tears. "My blood also shall stain your texture," said he, and drawing his sword plunged it into his heart. The blood spurted from the wound, and tinged the white mulberries of the tree all red; and sinking into the earth reached the roots, so that the red colour mounted through the trunk to the fruit.

By this time Thisbe, still trembling with fear, yet wishing not to disappoint her lover, stepped cautiously forth, looking anxiously for the youth, eager to tell him the danger she had escaped. When she came to the spot and saw the changed colour of the mulberries she doubted whether it was the same place. While she hesitated she saw the form of one struggling in the agonies of death. She started back, a shudder ran through her frame as a ripple on the face of the still water when a sudden breeze sweeps over it. But as soon as she recognized her lover, she screamed and beat her breast, embracing the lifeless body, pouring tears into its wounds, and imprinting kisses on the cold lips. "O Pyramus," she cried, "what has done this? Answer me, Pyramus; it is your own Thisbe that speaks. Hear me, dearest, and lift that drooping head!" At the name of Thisbe Pyramus opened his eyes, then closed them again. She saw her veil stained blood and the scabbard empty of its sword. "Thy own hand has slain thee, and for my sake," she said. "I too can be brave for once, and my love is as strong as thine. I will follow thee in death, for I have been the cause; and death which alone could part us shall not prevent my joining thee. And ye, unhappy parents of us both, deny us not our united request. As love and death have joined us, let one tomb contain us. And thou, tree, retain the marks of slaughter. Let thy berries still serve for memorials of our blood." So saying she plunged the sword into her breast. Her parents ratified her wish, the gods also ratified it. The two bodies were buried in one sepulchre, and the tree ever after brought forth purple berries, as it does to this day.

1st timer...

2007-10-24T03:48:00.000-07:00

Naku,,,ngayon lang ako nagkaron ng blog.

hirap pala mag manage

imagine, 2 days in the making!,,,oh crap

haaay, anu kaya ilalagay koh?