who am "I"?

I am outgoing, understanding and happy.
I think I'm inlove (weeeee^^).
I know what I want.
I want Ikuta Toma!!!.
I have a sense of humor^^.
I wish I can witness a miracle someday.
I feel happy to have a complete family.
I love my friends so much.
I hate nasty backstabbers, false publicity, liar and waking up early!.
I fear that someone would die in front of me .
I hear my mom's voice from the kitchen, making up some conversation with my sis.
I search for 'true' friends.
I regret not being able to follow my mom often.
I always crave for Ikuta toma, chocolates, milk shake and plato wraps^^(*hungry)
I always listen to music, everyday.
I never smoke nor drink hard liquor. Bad for the health.
I am not PUNCTUAL.
I cannot hang out all by myself, I always want company.
I fight back when I'm provoked.
I confuse myself sometimes.
I need to see Ikuta Toma^^, urgent!.
I dance hip-hop or any modern dance.
I sing in the bathroom or if there's no one around & not in public, singing in public scares me...a lot.
I cry when I am in a deep problem or if I am carried away with my heart.
I should be humble all the time.
I am happy if I'm with my love ones.
I am currently making a post on my blog^^.

Luchelle: suppose to be a nobody

It's pretty cool that people consider me as happy and fun to be with. I can say I can be a best actress, hiding everything in front of the camera and in real life, hiding everything far beyond other people . I am not a secretive person. Actually, I don't hide any dirty little secrets or any mysterious matter inside me. If one person is good enough to be trusted, I'll tell everything.

There is one thing that I just wanna forget and want to hide it for the rest of my life. Thinking it makes me realize that I'm suppose to be a nobody and not deserving to feel anything. But there were people told me that DON'T BE ASHAME OF IT. I already admitted that there's no perfect life for me and for everyone and that not everyone in this world could like you. I'm so lucky that I have friends that I can exchange my smiles with and a family that won't leave me. I'm so happy that I have these 14 years of not being alone. I would not regret all of things since the time that I had my family.


I don't want to build again problems like what I did before. Telling them that I am not the one they needed. Complaining about that having me was a big mistake that only hurts me. I realized that I'm wrong and I realized that those words really hurt their feelings. From now on, I will not think again that I'm just their mess. Like what they said, I'm their first 'angel' (a certified devil now). I'll love them always. Thanks :).

don't bother too much...

He's always asking me about this..."if fools can fall in love again". I can't still answer his silly question. But anyway, HE'S SMART. I told him he can answer it just all by himself and just don't bother too much about it. Actually, his question drives me in a heartbeat. He always listens to Alesana and Typecast. I think he's just too addicted to it , to the extent that his mind became so emotional. I think, listening to emotional hardcore musics really affected him.

Until now, I'm so confused about that question. I think I'm not that in love to answer his question. That question doesn't deserves me. I'm wondering about what will be the next question. I'm so scared to answer his questions. He promised me that one day, he'll give me the hardest question to answer and if I won't anwser, 'HE' WILL REFUSE. It's crazy because siya pa ang mag-sisisi. I'm so confused about his next question because he said he'll leave if I won't answer. I don't want to miss him badly. I don't want to bother too much but I don't want to deceive myself. Actually, I'm scared to lose someone special...scared to lose a special friend...afraid to lose him.

My 8 new year resolutions

New year is fast approaching. For these fast few days, I can say that I'm definitely ready to welcome 2008. I cannot forget that it will be a year of the rat according to the Chinese astrology.

I can say that 2007 is the coolest year of my life. I don't know why and I don't know how. It could be the feeling of being 'matured' (25%) or just the feeling that I met lots of friends in this year. Sad but I have to say goodbye to 2007 and say hello to 2008.

Welcoming 2008 will not be complete without my new year resolutions. Bad habits, laziness, stupidity...I want to get rid all of those things badly this 2008. I already finished my list and I'm looking forward to achieve it. Well, just hoping.

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8. Less drink of Milo
-Since I was young, I really love to drink Milo. It will never be erased in our grocery list. My day will not be complete without drinking it for 5 times or more. I think it's unfair to my sis because she also loves Milo. Sad to say, I'm raising the white flag. I'll just drink 3 cups of Milo this coming year.

7. More attention to my little sister
-My sister keeps complaining to my mom about me that I have no time for her. She keeps saying that I'll just prefer talking to my pillows than talking to her. Uhmm, talking about her '1st honor award', I think she'll definitely get all of the attention. But I don't think I don't have any time to spend with her. It is just I'm busy like her as a student and sometimes I ignore her because of her wrong timing approach. But anyway, this coming year, I'll try to find more time for my stubborn sis. Ate really loves you XD.

6. Proper stereo volume
-My parents always complain that my MP's volume is too loud. Even if I'm using headset, they can still hear the music from it. I know they want peace, so when 2008 comes, I'll start to lessen the noise. And also, I'll not forget that maximum volume is also bad for my health.

5. Nicer nails for me
-I know it's hard for me to get rid of my favorite mannerism, 'biting my nails'. Sometimes, I do it in public not minding that I'm already 14 and not 10 years younger. Even my classmates noticed it. My mom always warns me to stop that childish activity. Even though it's hard for me, I'll try.

4. Get punctuality and 8 hours sleep
-Being a student of that school (I forgot the name...joke), PCSHS ,isn't always easy for me. And I believed before that 5 hours sleep was good enough to get some energy. But it was wrong, because of lack of sleep, my fetcher needs to wait another 5 minutes for me. I still have shame so I'll get that enough and tight sleep that I've been dreaming of for so long.

3. Give my computer enough break
-I really love my computer and I don't want to stay away from it for a long time. But I think, I need to give it enough break. I can spend my whole 6 hours for it but I think it's bad for the computer and also for my health. Even though it's really hard for me, I'll try my best to do it.

2. Accept my responsibilities without any 'what!' word
-I know that this 2007, I am mean. I always complain whenever they will ask for my help. I realized that washing those plates is only the 0.9% of their 100% perspiration for us. I'll always remember that "responsibilities are hard to do but it will give you the most precious gift in life and ignoring it is easy to do but it will give you the forever life in blue" . I should make a change for good.

1. Spend the best times with God
-It's always the no.1 resolution in my list, to spend the best times with God. I'll always thank God first for the best times that will happen this 2008. More time for him and also share my good times with him. I owe lots of gratitudes to him. All of my resolutions will not be achieved without him.

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I already gave myself a job and I should not escape it. I'll promise that all of my resolutions will be achieved and without thinking of me being a 'loser'. I'll try my best for these things. Now, I can say that I'm ready for 2008, but thinking my junior high life ,just slightly ready XD.

Luchelle: Accident Prone?

Luchelle: Accident Prone?

Actually, it's true. I remember when she was 2 years old, she cried and pleased her mom to carry her even though her mom is pressing clothes at the same time. What happened? sa sobrang kakulitan, napaso ang kawawang bata at 12 years after, dala dala parin niya ang isang scarce na sign ng kakulitan niya!. When she was 4 years old...she was accidentally hit by a bicycle. When she was 7 years old, she got "6" stiches in her head because she jumped and jumped on the swing without minding na merong bakal sa taas. When she was in GR. 3,,, she accidentally knelt down on ..(huwaaat!),,,THUMBTACKS!. When she was in Gr. 5, her lips were accidentally cut on a swimming. Nasipa siya kasi nung pinsan niya. Nowadays, medyo maingat na naman siya. Kasi, ngayon, sa keyboard rack na lang siya nasusugatan,,,sign of being a computer addict. At lagi na lang siyang nahuhulugan ng insecticide sa ulo galing sa mga cabinet. I'm still wondering how stupid she was when she was young. At hindi na ko nagtataka, even now, stupid parin siya. I wish this accident prone gal na be more careful & sensitive in her moves. I know she want to change that. Good luck na lang to her. No bigger and worst damn accidents in the future (hala ka!). Hehehehe, 'til the next post.

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